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I find myself, yet again, in a slump

for reasons I cannot grasp

may it be another season

one that I now must pass?


Why I must, traverse these depths?

dark, barren, souless and gray

not a single sign of life

why I must, go this way?


The thunder and rain

that passeth now above

I miss the laughter, I miss the pain

oh thunder, let me cry again


Why so dreary, why so down

this is all I carry now!

I feel only dread and despair

this all seems so unfair!


Everything right I did, did I not? 

family, friends, health and wealth

was there anything missed or forgot?


Here I stand, here I lay

tell me why again I'm so afraid

why can't it be just okay?


At least I'll turn this godamn pain

this son of a bitch I say

into some form of gain









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